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This guy keeps me flutter with his generous treats and his sweet messages. 

I have never expected to fall for someone so deeply. 

I crave for his attention, his messages 24/7 and the dates we have. 

Every moments with him was magical.

Downfall

Situation changes because of the insecurity I had.

Staring at my phone, waiting for his reply and looking at his online status.

I couldn't take it and confronted him. 

We became 'friends'. 

Two weeks past, I felt empty without him.

Felt that I'll live with regrets about how I just give up and 

what might happened if I'd just fought for him a little.

The feeling of not being able to move on, it sucks honestly.

I thought a lot and put down my pride.

I was wrong.

Chatting back with him doesn't makes me feel better.

It makes me feel that I have to keep up with the conversation 

because he isn't interested. 

He's just entertaining me with his late replies.

They said it's not over until you let it go.

I knew the answer from the start.

But still, I tried and fight for it.

Well, if it's not meant to be, it wouldn't be.

I'm tired and that's it.

This guy keeps me flutter with his generous treats and his sweet messages. 

I have never expected to fall for someone so deeply. 

I crave for his attention, his messages 24/7 and the dates we have. 

Every moments with him was magical.

Downfall

Situation changes because of the insecurity I had.

Staring at my phone, waiting for his reply and looking at his online status.

I couldn't take it and confronted him. 

We became 'friends'. 

Two weeks past, I felt empty without him.

Felt that I'll live with regrets about how I just give up and 

what might happened if I'd just fought for him a little.

The feeling of not being able to move on, it sucks honestly.

I thought a lot and put down my pride.

I was wrong.

Chatting back with him doesn't makes me feel better.

It makes me feel that I have to keep up with the conversation 

because he isn't interested. 

He's just entertaining me with his late replies.

They said it's not over until you let it go.

I knew the answer from the start.

But still, I tried and fight for it.

Well, if it's not meant to be, it wouldn't be.

I'm tired and that's it.