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September holiday & sorrows
Saturday, September 12, 2015


Hii! It has been a month and Im sure I have a lot of stuffs
to catch up with you all lately.
Before my common test 2 period started, I manage to have a
catch up with Jonathan and Charmaine at AMK for food :)
Well, actually we planned movie but after a second thought
we decide to keep our stomach full at the Eighteen Chef and then
the prata shop XD



In school, nothing much changes. Just some dramas and stress that add on
every single day. It's kinda stress though as, after common test our EOY
will be coming and in a blink of an eye, we'll be taking 'N' level soon next year..
Haha, well but anyway, I'll still keep my snapchat active :)

[w/ people like this :)]

[cutie cousin]

[our happy faces]


To add on, Jerry's birthday falls on 27 Aug and we had a celebration for him :)
He seems really glad though and by that, we are all happy :)

[HAPPY 2th BIRTHDAY]

CCA is also coming to an end. And I guess this'll be me wearing GB polo-tee for
the last official GB..


Recently.., my most close family member which is my grandpa just passed awayyy
To be honest, I was really shocked and upset because it breaks my heart to actually
accept the reality when the funeral was held 5D4N. That week, it was my hardest
moment. I've experience people leaving me but this was my first time experiencing
someone so so so close to me leaving me and head to another place. If it was a dream,
I do hope I could wake up but it isn't. Those days and nights, there are many relatives 
came and sat down to talked about those wonderful things they have been through w/
my grandpa and there's where my heart really ache...

But overall, the hardest moment was the last day as his body is sent to mandai for
buried. So many hearts were broken that day and so much tears were flowing from our
faces.

The days without you are lonely,
The nights without you are cold,
But even though you are gone now
That burning passion will never grow old.

Your body lays at rest now, 
It's harder than I thought, 
Just knowing you are 
Gone for good
Time will have to take its course now, 
For there's nothing left to do. 

I love him very much
and this is my goodbye
now I just want to say
"I love you grandpa"

[my cousins]

It was also kinda hard to concentrate during my revision because sometimes
there are so many things going through my mind. But I know I have to I must priorities
in my studies since EOY is coming. Im staying strong, really strong ! :')

During september holiday, I also spend it wisely by working, studying as well as 
heading out twice with my best buds.

I went out with Edwin on Wednesday for Maze Runner Marathon. 
But well, to be honest I knew he didn't enjoyed it but he accompany me
haha, i guess, that's what best friend are really for.
Sometimes, I knew how he felt but I know that by saying it, more things will
happen and I do not want that because I just wanna stay like that :)
He's always a good guy, good accompany and best friend to me 



I also went out with Glynnis today to Orchard. It was a short one about 4 hours 
but I got myself a casing at $10. I didn't dare to spent much since I'm only left
w/ 50 bucks for the next 2 weeks until my pay is in. haha 



To sum it off, this month has been a really sorrow month for me but I'm not
gonna keep that affecting me instead Im gonna smile on and live life. Because
I know my grandpa wouldn't want me to be holding tears with me everyday for
his death. I knew he is in a better place with no sickness, pain and Im sure he'll
be really happy up there except that I guess he will be nagging at the people and
buying lottery as usual or maybe even watching his favourite Cantonese Opera :')




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