 Lost concentration.  Friday, December 20, 2013
On Wednesday, I didn't went out. I just stayed at home.
Yesterday, I also didn't went out as I stayed home.
It's kind of sad that there's no table tennis training yesterday as it's cancelled.
So I just stayed home practicing the footstep and the smack.
I'm also busying writing the email to sent to Pastor Yahui and some other stuffs.
Stayed home accompanying my cutiepie <3
Today I went for GB training from 9am to 12pm.
It was really a special training for me.
Because for the first time, I couldn't concentrate on whatever steps I'm doing.
I kept thinking about him.
As my cca and his cca shared the same venue, it's kind of hard
not to take notice that he's there...
I really wonder... is this fate??
There's this thing, I've read recently.
"Together with differences & unique distinctions, we complement each other."
Looking back to us, I wonder...
It has been quite sometimes, but still I can't forget about us.
I admit I regretted about the breakup.
But what can I do?
Because, I'm sure he's tired of me and maybe, even hate me now...
I feel that, I should really stop everything right now and really
take a break alone. It's not about the break up that makes me so upset, it's
the feeling that I still had for him but can't be erase that makes me upset.
I'm sure that all this that happened it God's plan but, I don't understand
why. You know almost everyday, I look back at our late night text, pictures
of him, even stalking him because I can't let go of us.
All I need now is a listening ears, an advice and a helping hand.
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Lost concentration. Friday, December 20, 2013
On Wednesday, I didn't went out. I just stayed at home.
Yesterday, I also didn't went out as I stayed home.
It's kind of sad that there's no table tennis training yesterday as it's cancelled.
So I just stayed home practicing the footstep and the smack.
I'm also busying writing the email to sent to Pastor Yahui and some other stuffs.
Stayed home accompanying my cutiepie <3
Today I went for GB training from 9am to 12pm.
It was really a special training for me.
Because for the first time, I couldn't concentrate on whatever steps I'm doing.
I kept thinking about him.
As my cca and his cca shared the same venue, it's kind of hard
not to take notice that he's there...
I really wonder... is this fate??
There's this thing, I've read recently.
"Together with differences & unique distinctions, we complement each other."
Looking back to us, I wonder...
It has been quite sometimes, but still I can't forget about us.
I admit I regretted about the breakup.
But what can I do?
Because, I'm sure he's tired of me and maybe, even hate me now...
I feel that, I should really stop everything right now and really
take a break alone. It's not about the break up that makes me so upset, it's
the feeling that I still had for him but can't be erase that makes me upset.
I'm sure that all this that happened it God's plan but, I don't understand
why. You know almost everyday, I look back at our late night text, pictures
of him, even stalking him because I can't let go of us.
All I need now is a listening ears, an advice and a helping hand.
7:51 PM | back to top
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TEO RUI MIN
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Hougang Town
MayFlower Primary School
Girl's Brigade 57th
Serangoon Garden Secondary School
Table Tennis SGS & Girl's Brigade 55th
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4months break
#1 - Travel to Taiwan
Everyone loves travel and one of the country that I really want to go
is Taiwan with Charmaine.
#2 - Travel to Copenhagen (inspired by Simone Bramante)
A capital of denmark filled with interesting architecture and arts
which makes me really eager to go there and explore.
#3 - Save up for this LEGO collection
I've also have a fond for lego and I came across this and love it so much
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